Attach

A tatch
a what?
I'm confused.
These bruises.
a old frame
no picture.
a sigh, and a whisper
a prayer to a clock
everyday
no response.
bring him back
take me home.
run away.
go to stay.
stray.
I'm a stray.
I strayed
you've stayed.
or is it the other way around.

I
wish
i
knew
anything
at
all.

don't you wish?
ever.
you are boring.
you bore me
you bore a hole into my heart
and laid eggs there
and they hatched
and ate it
and now I'm empty
except for the spider's
webs.

webs of lies
but not really
just pretending
it's more innocent
childlike.
my child.
I am a neglected child.
you'd call
but you don't
because you hate me
for no reason
but
that I am yours.

I am yours

yours is a cold world
with a warm sun
that I though was me
but I was wrong.
so wrong.
so long.
I waited so long for you.
so long.
farewell.
you left months ago
and
I've been talking
to the walls
all along
thinking of you
that you'd answer me
comfort me
and just be here.

I could sleep
with your head on my lap
lapping you up
youth.
you think I am
weird.
wired to you though
so you hate me.

hierarchy.
I am not near the top.
I am the slave
you are with
when your wife's not looking
master.
get back to work.
bend backwards.
marry bridges.
burn bachelors.

I
hate
I
knew
anything
at
all.

anything.
anything you are.
anything I was
and everything I will be one day.